061209

Today is sunday

in the morning happen alot of thing that make me feel very fan.i had eunff liao but i cannot stop it, i rather i was in camp the whole time.

ytd went to ECP to celeb jane bday. but nth much just playing acra and slack and see them catch bear bear.lols. i wanted to catch a bear with army outfit and give to someone but i think i wun catch it so i nv try. me jack hong aaron went to eat carl's jr since i haven eat for my dinner.after that meet up with others and went back to yew tee and slack for a while cos i m tried. the rest will still slacking while me and aaron went back home.

i m trying to quit but is really hard. i dunno how to explain but my hand always will go take and do it.maybe it take time to quit.

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281109

haha.today when to eat steamboat at bugis. went with 2 others friend. xiang and nigel.i know is very funny that 3 person go eat steamboat.
but no choice only 3 of us is free.

nigel went home early at 10. while me and xiang stay untill 11plus . lols. like gay like that only left 2 of us.

after that went to 302 to find jack hong thor and others. and jack wan go prawning then i sit hong bike but arron is riding go home take car. after that went to fetch the other and went to prawning.

i played hong bike when we are prawning . ALMOST die there. lols. not so serious la but almost fall. sorry hong. we prawn untill abt 4 or 5 plus forget. then start to BBQ the prawn. haha abit no skill liao. catch 40 plus only with 2 rode. =( last time before i enlisted was more than today. but nvm have alot fun.

she ask me where my confidence come from? (Insane)
i also dunno where my confidence come from, i only say what i m thinking.

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Field camp

woot. just came back from 3day2nite field camp at ama keng.

241109
is the 1st day of the field camp when we reach there we start to set up our sleeping area and have lunch after that. after lunch we start to do training. on the 1st day we have alot thing to learn, still can tong.

on the 2nd day is worst we have to attack the enemy and we have to walk from start point to the enemy place, and we have to be tactical cannot let enemy see us so we have to walk in the vegetation and my pant for cut. Zzz lucky nv cut my leg. while for the 3rd day nth much just have to waste the blank we have left over.

P.S >sengying< see this? lols. got your name liao.

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211109

Feeling cold and lonely
What a day i got. rot at home and found out something.

Hai~ thing nv change.

PLS GOD can you make me forget who m i and start a new and better life? i m really begging you god.

in my whole life there is thing that make me smile the whole day but there is thing that make me sad the whole months or years.

i really had eunff of this bull shit life i got.

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211109 A suay day,

when to replace my passport because my is damage. =X
when i was on train i fall a slp. (tried) i should alight at laver mrt station but when i was awake i found out i was at tampines mrt station. =( need to take the other side de train back.then almost late for the replacement of my passport. because ICA building close at 1pm today.

after replace my passport i when to beach road and eat for my breakfast/lunch alone. but nvm i m used to it already. haha

after i order my food then i found out i got not eunff cash. WTF rite. then i tell the uncle i go withdraw money then i can pay for my food. the uncle give me stun face. like i would run away after i order my FOOD. do my face look like that kind of person? haha hard to see.

after that i got no where to go then i when home. and i brought a news paper. while i was reading the news paper ( think i nv read news paper rite? i did read ) and i found this page talking abt this pair of close friend suicide together. Is really a Very sad case. they both did something wrong and they are scare of the Punishment and think of DIE.

Just think again before you do something.

this is the 1st time i think that i m a mature man now. =)

YTD de 2012 movie is the best. =) dun just think of yourself, think of the others too.

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M203. 201109

woot. today is the 1st time i feel that m203 is very fun. when to fire m203 for the 1st time. even the recoll is big but i feel like i got the power. haha the sound of fire m203 is also very cute.

once again i have to go for field camp again =( 3 day 2 nite.

this few week will be the hell for me. hard to believe i m actually in army. =X for a 4 months going to 5 months ns man. hai nvm i just have to ren for this few week or this few months or maybe this few year. haha okie i will stop here .

GOING OUT TO WATCH 2012 =D

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141109 the tried week.

this week i booked out on sat.why lei cos i have to go to fire GPMG.
but i fall out from that, cos the 2 day ago i was helping out at saw live firing for 2day and nv get enough of sleep and got headache. 2day only sleep less then 5 hours how can not tried. =X

but the 2 day of helping 0ut is cool, i can feel how store man life is.

and on the friday need to fire GPMG but i nv. as i say i m not feeling well. and i went up the hill and see how they fire. wa that place is so cool. is like genting and the wind there is strong. and have a nice scenery there. we went back to camp abt 11pm. and start to clean the PGMG untill 1am then after that we went to wash up and when to sleep, as the next day need to prepare to book out at 6am. that is today. and went to yew tee point and have my breakfast at mac. =)

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181009

today is 181009 sunday 1.08pm

i just wake up not long ago. and started slp at abt 8am. dun really have enough slp. but i try to slp and cant slp.so i wake up and use com.

haha, for me no computer = die. =X

i also dunno why i like to use it so much.

hmm. ytd when to town at around 7plus pm. reach there nv really shop 1st thing i do there is EAT =)

then go buy movie tickek and start to wait for the movie to start. in the mean while i when to play some game. =X

after the movie when to center point mac to eat. and have my favo MAGE MAC .

after that when to lan shop and play dota. cos no NR3 and dun wan take taxi. (EX)=)

later going out again since i monday then book in. going out with camp friends. =)

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=)

actually i dun like any of the army song but there is ONE song i like, here it go.

I ask my girl
to take a walk
to take a walk
down Orchard Road

Bypass Mandarin
to Centerpoint
where we had lunch
at Macdonald's

We had fillet
and an apple pie
we shared a cup
of lemon-lime

Holding her hands
look into her eyes
i ask her to
be my Valentine

There was one night
there was no light
there no light
so i use torchlight

Torchlight no light so
so i use moonlight
moonlight not bright
so i use purple light.

END.

Thinking

Is Everything fake?
i keep thinking everyday, What did i really done wrong?
Or you are just treating me as a FRIEND only?maybe you are, but not me.

Maybe is i 'Yi Xiang Qin Yuan'.

And i really know what i should do this time.

Tears dun drop from my eyes but its drop from my Heart.

Something that i cannot say.

Is not i dun wan to say, the reason for not saying out is because i dun wan to put the blame on my friend. i wish you all understand.

i'm sorry if i make some of you unhappy that day. but i cannot control my emotion when i think of something, that angry/sad come to my face. you all also know me de when i m angry/sad my face will show it.


i know some of you trying to make me feel happy, i have try to stay happy but when i think of that, it make me angry/sad. but i will try to stay happy.

Thank you guys.

POP LOH.

woot. finally i POP LOH. pop on 09.09.09 (nice date)
this is my 1st big day in my life. haha. and i was very scare that i do something wrong on that day. =X cos got alot ppl looking at us. but ytd nite was not bad. have some pic below with my family. =)END

Rec event.

Woot. on the 270809 we have a event call rec event, that the best day ever.
nv forget that day in camp. XD

just book out on 290809 sat morning. today i dun realli have a plan to go anywhere, is up to see any 1 ask me out or is she free to go out with me . =)

i m tired dunno what to post le. haha maybe updates next time. GOING TO POP SSSOON. haha
on 090909. ( nice day rite ) =)

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is singapore small or fate?

on 22082009 when to bugis to meet up with friends. go there to celeb edmund leow bday that pass 2 day ago. =X sorry edmund that i dunno your bday is 2 day pass.go to bugis walk around and have my dinner.

after that we go to town to watch movie since there got nite bus for all of us to go home. 1st we go to cathay to buy ticket but the movie we wan SOLD OUT, so we wanna try our luck at p.s went i was walking out the ticket counter and i saw her again.and i went up and chat with her awhile see how is she and did she change her number. it was so long that we last meet and chat.

after the movie i went to find her awhile to chat again is was a very short talk. =X after that me and friends went to nearby park lane de dou hau shop to eat.after that we go and find the nite bus. and it was raining zzz. and we from parklane walk to takashimaya zzz so far. and reach home abt 4 going 5.

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100809

today is the day i booking in. is not the 1st time i book in but this time i start to miss alots of people.
i also dunno why i will like that maybe is i think too much.
i dun think that she know i like her, and i think that i cant win her heart from another guy she is with now. i know other people will say you never try you never know but when come to think of is very fk up when you break the 2 loving birds from together. so i rather stand at the side of the wall and keep quiet.

ZZzz day.

today is my book out day, actually i should be very happy but when i think of something and my mood go all the way down to the bottom of the sea. not in the mood to post anything.

NDP 09-08-2009

haha. when to zouk on NDP, that was a great time with my friends. nigel adrain and xiang.

and i had my 1st super flaming lambo, that feeling was dam good. haha. around 3 we take cad to yew tee and have some food. hungry >.<
now is 10-08-2009 5.16am
when i was that she have a stead now and i feel very up sad, and later 8pm i still need to book in.
that make me more sad, both sadness come tgt my heart cant take it. ;(

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the day in terkong

omg~ you cant believe the day i was in terkong. i can only say is HELL.

so many days cannot bath. WTF no bath to me is killing me.

and 2 to 3 day wearing the same dirty cloth. walked 8km with more the 25 to 30kg stuff on me, sleep on ground that cover with rock. everyday training. i should be dead by now, but lucky i m not. lols. but in terkong there is still fun part, like singing with friend & talk cock with them too.when i was in terkong i miss everything in camp.

but now i m at home =) having some cold drink and some nice food.haha i love my house.

i dunno what to say already i will stop here, i will updates if there is more thing to share.

oo~~ 1 more thing i need to cut BOTAK agina zzzz.walao. saded.

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The days in ns.

Hi my friends i m back from 2week of ns.

on 16 07 09
when to discovery centre & army museum to see those army stuff nth much. lols
but good can waste a few hrs of time for not training. =X

on 20 07 09
Run 2.4km that okie but after the 2.4km not long after need to run another 4.8km OMG that is what i call tried. almost die there. haha.

on 21 07 09
Do push up on the road and the road is very very hot. god dam it. my hand is burning my hand.

on 23 07 09
walked 6km with my LPV, Field bag(close to 20kg) and Rifle with helmet on. my hand is going to drop.after the 6km walk at nite actually can rest and eat some bread but our PC say at the 6km walk we nv sing the song loud eunff so we need to do some training on the same day at nite. on that day i finally know what is HELL look like.

okie nth much.i only can rmb this few thing. hai another 2 week cannot book out. got out field at tekong for 8days 7 nites.

okie i think i will stop here, see you all 2 week later. =(

8 of july cut my hair =(

hmm. a very sad thing happen today.when to cut my hair with jackson. the botak hair style. =X
when the uncle cutting my hair that time i feel very stress cos my hair slowly slowly fell onto the floor even my spec is not put on.

after that adrain called me ask where m i, and i say i me and jackson tgt was planing to go eat cos i was driving. then adrain ask me to go find him 1st. so we when to find him and hong, and adrain say i cannot go eat with you all cos he need to reach home b4 12 cos the next day he got sch. so we called another 3 more friend to go out eat. nigel ben and joseph.

then we wanna go to vivo eat steamboat since jackson say there open untill 3a.m but when we reach there the person say only open untill 12 but can eat untill 3.then we was like WTF got like that 1 meh. Zzz.

then nvm we when to bugis eat steamboat, since i was driving. after steamboat we when rounding. after that i send all of them home. and now i was posting on blog. =)

friday going ns.dunno when will book out. =( sad.


This is some picture we took.




I HATE THIS PICTURE




Opps i drop something.=X

lols. only joseph face is looking at the cam.


Group Photo ( i m always with the drink ) XD

BBQ on 3th of July

Today is 6th of july and i m posting for 3th of july, lols. we ( nigel aaron & adrain ) when to zhihong house to ton on 2nd of july, actully we when there is to help out zhihong mum for making those food for our bbq on 3th of july BUT we when there play game and fall aslp. lols. nv help out.

in the afternoon me when to edmund thor house to take the drink for bbq there is 10 bottle of 1.5L of drink, me and edmund take turn to carry, my hand almost drop of. =X after taking the drink we when to meet up with zhihong nigel aaron & adrain.and we took 2 cab . when we reach the bbq pit and started to start the fire, abit emo cos the wind is too strong. took me abit more time to start, and my and zhenliang hand is drity so we when to find a toilet and wash ours hand and we walk for very long. ( Zzzz why can't they build a toilet near by)

We have alot of fun when we start to bbq the food, the food is nice =) and we took alot of funny photo( will post asap when i get the photo) . at around 12Plus jovene and her sister (kelly) came. and around 1plus xue jun came. and we have alot funny topic and joke. laugh untill pang. XD
the 3 gals when home around 2plus to 3 me and zhihong pei them walk to car park c1 wait for thier cab.

after the gals when home awhile later me aaron zhou roy and nigel when to the beach to lie down and looking at the star, and we saw 1 thing look like a star and we dunno izit a (lui xin), but when i close my eyes the 4 of them saw a (lui xin), emo no chance to see 1. =( and we wait forward to see the sunrise but in the end we nv see any lols. and in the morning we walk to a bus stop and wait for a bus to jurong east and the bus sux. =X make me cannot slp and feel sick. but when i reach home the 1st thing after i bath is SLEEP =).

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30.06.2009 a day that thing of sadness.

Today wake up at 1p.m and i was thinking why she say no.
i have already make my 1st step and she say no.when she told me to enjoy with my friends i wanted to tell her, i will be more happy if you will there. =(

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24 - 06 - 2009 day at home.

today wake up at around 8.30 a.m, and when to see doc at around 10.15 a.m. doc say my shoulder is s.n(dunno how to spell)lols is like when i was sleeping i sleep with a bad shape. and doc given me 3 kind of medic(and the medic is so bitter)yawn! lols. when home after that. and i fell a sleep in my living room after i ate the medic. around 8 p.m i wake up and then go wash up, eat dinner then now is time to eat medic(walao).



this is the medic Yawn!

23-06-2009 in town

now is 9.00p.m i was in town (orchard) and was slacking with friends at starbuck.today me and my friends was planning to meet up at 4 at lot 1 but i was late becos i cannot get up from my bed when i was already awake,becos my hand was in pain (maybe is my left hand muscle tear) and i dun really have the mood to go town at that time but i dun wan to bomb my friends so i decide to make my move to meet up with them.the whole day i was suffering with the hand in pain. =(

22-06-2009 slacking.

yoyox. today my relative came my house to see my dad, cos my dad de leg is injured.And when they see my hair they start to comments. some say i look like 1 of the F4( dunno real or not) some say like ang mo( look like meh?) and some say like jing mao shi wang ( i was like WTF) lols.very funny lo their comments. and after they when home i and i when out to find my friends and slack. but they let my wait for more than 30 MINS, when i was waiting for them i fall asleep and hunt my shoulder, my shoulder is acheing now. lols maybe too tried. after that we went to eat, and then we went to a basketball court and slack. and took some funny picture.

look like 2 person is carry by the btm 1 is he using some magic? lols




2 warrion is facing each others. haha


Dun anyhow point, we are just sitting on it. XD

Date 20-06-2009 driving out with friends. =)

Yeah. Today when out with friends, and i was driving. =D

we when alots places and we got lost in Tampines. ZzzZ

But we found a good taxi Driver and he taught us how to go to east coast park. AND

FINALLY we reached to east coast park. haha. There are some picture we took at there.
This is the most NEEDED thing that let us go out.

Trying to ACT CUTE.



Where are you Kissing? lols.



Woot. the wind is so strong.

What is he trying to act? haha. dun get it.

Stop trying to Climb. and Close your mouth. XD

Lols. is 3 Time.

Open door also must post.lols. that me.
Yup you are rite that is the driver. That me =D

Dun take my KEY~~~


They nv see car before. lols.


Dun block the car way pls.


Acting Jay post. hehe.


okie that all for east coast park. and now for vivo city toilet

lols. twin? =X


Omg Cool. =D

okie that all for today. thank for viewing. =)
i wish i got a bigger car so can have more friends out tgt. Thank for today my friends.

1st Post for this blog.

Hello! this is my 1st time doing blog, still not familiar with the blog stuff. And i will share with you

all with my happiness and sadness. =) not so sure what to write, i will updates again. cya.